Brainstorming #3 ☔

I gave myself five minutes to just write and whatever came out I’d keep it and call it brainstorming, it’s a little rough for my taste but I can see where I was going with it, I’m far from a poet lol…

Look no matter what you say my family will never believe this 

They will never take your side no matter if what we have is egregious 

I’m far from gullible or anything close to what naive is 

But in that very moment I honestly believed it

I was on the outside looking in, who was I to say how I perceived it 

Things were different here kids were beat in the name of Jesus

Scared far more than her arms when I question why none of the clothes were sleeveless  

Ugh cause I hate my shoulders I’m built like a linebacker 

It’s more like your lying for those that have attacked you 

Maybe it was the secretism that drew me in after all that is what mystique is  

And so it all begins I ask are we friends or as more can I achieve this 

Of course but first give your all to me, and in return I’ll teach you what getting deceived is 

I did and while trying to understand depression and all her other diseases 

Came neglect and eventual disconnect with my pain being facetious

 Truth is I’ll never know what I could have done to avoid it all or alieve this

Other than compose until the feeling of freedom releases

As does my worry, like words written in a hurry here is where I shall leave this

Luv x 100 💛 ~ Cory’s Clips #29

I’m the farthest thing from a statistician I don’t worry all that much about the amount of likes or views that my posts get, I feel like as long as people can take something positive from what I put out there, that’s all that really matters cause I take and feel so much from all the wonderful things they put out, but today I can’t do anything but to smile I woke up to see that I have passed 100 followers!!! 

I know it’s no real huge accomplishment in the grand scheme of things but I’m proud myself, to know that there are people actually wanting to follow and see my little contributions to the world astounds me…

Truth is back is January I was really close to deleting and giving up on the blog all together, not for the sake of viewership, not that I had any anyway lol but I felt if I gave all that I was to people they wouldn’t accept it or understand, or to put it as it was told to me so often back then “all this stuff your saying you feel and care about, no one cares really they never will it’s life either you accept it or don’t I’m just telling you for your own good” granted that conversation had nothing to do with the blog but the message is the same, I felt if I put it out there the way that I wanted to that people truly wouldn’t care 😔😔😔

But as the old saying goes who has the last laugh, in my little four months of creation, I’ve won a contest against some top tier bloggers and thru that gained the respect of my peers in the community, I’ve made some awesome pals who I couldn’t see myself living life without, and of course this 100 plus people who took time to follow and care about what I have to contribute, and for that I couldn’t be more thankful…

If you take nothing else from this besides the fact that your awesome for following lol, let me be proof of the fact that no matter how bad the situation may be people do care, and you’re in no way defined by your situation or circumstance, or as it is in my case I’m not all that someone said I was to be, all else I can say thank you for everything you guys are the greatest and I truly mean that 💓