Scary Stories 3 More Tales To Chill Your Bones: The Red Spot…

Who out there remembers these??? Took a look and came across one of my old favorites, you be the judge if it chills your bones or not lol…

While Ruth slept, a spider crawled across her face, stayed there for a minute, then went away.

“What is this red spot on my cheek?” she asked her mother the next morning.
“Looks like a spider bite.” her mother said. “It’ll go away, just don’t scratch it.”
Soon the spot grew into a red boil. “Look at it now,” Ruth said, “It’s getting bigger.”
“That sometimes happens.” her mother said. “It’s coming to a head.”
In a few days the boil was even larger.”Look at it now.” Ruth said. “It hurts and it’s ugly.”
“We’ll have a doctor look at it, maybe it’s infected.” her mother said. But the doctor couldn’t see her until the next day.
That night Ruth took a bath. As she soaked herself, the boil burst. Out poured a swarm of spiders from the eggs the mother laid in her cheek.

生平事迹 #3 ~ Give & Take

I don’t condone selfishness if it were up to me we would all love and care for one another the same unconditionally, that way in a sense there would never have a need to be met…

So what would you do? What if you do it and they dont keep there word? Does it end the friendship? What if you decide not to do it? Should that end it on there part? What is the true measure of a friend?

So many possibilities so many decisions, I’ll spare the details of what I did, but what I wonder is at what point does give and take come into play…

Reminds me a lot of…. Let’s call her Lucy, she always used to mention that nothing should ever be given with the exception of receiving back, for what it’s worth it sounds real nice and it has meaning, but what does does it say about the person if they never give in the way they were gave to? I always followed the idea of treat others the way you wanna be treated, but what does it mean if it never met equally?

I really don’t know or have the answer, I’ve only ever been on the other side of the fence, just something to think about really food for thought if nothing else…

I know I said I’d spare the details of what I did and I’ll keep my word on that for those involved and myself, but what I will say for those in similar situations or those who wonder the same, if you should ever feel unsure or if at any point you ever have to question the the motive of the person asking, its never worth it really, walk away it’s less stressful in the long run, life is all about give and take, but at some point only so much can be given afterall, if not what does it become then…

生平事迹 #1 ~ A Talk With TJ

Yesterday was my usual hangout time with TJ, we meet up give or take once or twice a month and just talk or listen to music for a bit, he usually always calls sometime after the first week of the month, says it’s cause all his money from the first goes to his phone bill and insurance, money gets funny until he gets paid again later from social security, not all that sure how his situation works and I don’t look into it much I just take his word for it, i mostly just bring him to the store to buy cigarettes, soda and snacks, I think he reaches out cause unlike all the others he says I don’t charge for gas or anything, most people hassle a lot over his situation and try to take advantage of him…

TJ has schizophrenia says that he hears voices in his head sometimes, he’s not the first person I know that has said they have it, I guess from knowing beforehand a little bit about it he feels comfortable to ask, most people don’t really understand or want to be burdened with the troubles of mine or others, so he feels lost a lot at times he said…

Talking with TJ this time about all the things that he goes thru and the ability to talk about it with no fear really opened my mind to things, I mean he tells me his life and I didn’t judge at all I completely understand, granted on the other hand as he always says people will always judge or not understand fully it’s in our nature to do so at times, but if you put it out there and it reaches the people that it needs too that can support you with the issue that you brought to them, and if your lucky enough from that you can find some sense of relief then your better off than where you started…

I guess with all that said I wanna be like TJ in a sense, to not be afraid so much how the things that I think will be received , I mean I somewhat have a following of people and all I put out are lackluster reviews with the occasional mix or photo from time to time, yet something about it people like and are receptive too, I don’t fear the criticism as much as I know it’s just part of life be it positive or negative, who knows from it all maybe something positive could come from it maybe understanding or relief who knows…

So thanks to TJ for as much as he says I help him , I guess in so many ways he helps me too, and for that I’m thankful…